If you have been following my results lately, you are aware that things haven’t been going particularly well. More precisely, I haven’t met my own personal expectations. Since I have been working hard to try and do well, the lack of success is particularly frustrating. It sucks (excuse the language), when you devote all your time, energy, money and other available resources to attempt to accomplish something and fall short of where you want to be. My individual skills and knowledge of the sailing game are certainly much improved from where I was when I started my campaign, from where I was a year ago and better even than where I was when I had the best finals series of anyone at the last World Championships. Why then are my results not improving? I don’t have a definitive answer to that question. If I did, you would be reading about how well things have been going, not how poorly.
The dilemma then, is what to do moving forward. My goal is still to do as well as I can at the Olympics. There are less than 80 days until the Games. After the World Championships in Boltenhagen conclude, I have one more event before them, as well as a bit of training. The event and training is in Weymouth, the site of the games. There is time yet to figure this puzzle out.
I am not sure if I will blog about the last two days in Silver fleet. I have a lot on my mind trying to figure this out. The results the next two days are not that important at this point. If I can learn something, the next couple of days will be a success. Once the event is over I will write about how it ended and share the experience with you. If you want to check the results you can find them at the following web address.
laserworldchampionship.com/en/results.html
Thanks to Maclaren and US Sailing Team Sperry Top Sider for their support.
